So What's New?

Someone asked me if I still write in my blog...I had to say that I haven't been writing as much as I want to these days...I used blogging as an escape from depression and self despair...and since I've been on my own, I haven't been THAT depressed or sad in a long time...I'm out doing my own thing, living my own life and it is good....I never thought leaving home would have been the best thing for me....

But I can't take all the credit...J has been the best for me...we celebrated the anniversary of our first date last month....and I couldn't be happier....My goal in life is to make him laugh every day....and I'm pretty good at it...we still talk for hours....and it's sooo funny sometimes to think about how much I wanted to be held or hugged or what not, I found J - Who is the most touchy-feely guy I've ever been with....he loves to hug and hold me and kiss me....to the point I tease him because *I* am not that "type" at all....especially since I thought I was that type....I always dreamed of finding that guy in the movie to hug and hold me....and now that I have it....I'm like "ugh, he's hugging me again" *smiles*....I try to make it sound terrible....but it's not....sometimes when I'm watching a show about lost love....it makes me so grateful that I found him....

It's actually a miracle that I found him at all....

I found J - When I wasn't even looking....

And I think that's the best way to find a true love....

So what's new with Ro?

Not too much, just preparing for our trip to Europe :)

J & I are going on a 7-day Mediterranean cruise out of Barcelona in October...It's our first time to Europe so we're super stoked....even though I kinda changed our plans on him....We were pretty much set in going to Seattle in September, but when Royal Caribbean contacted me with this opportunity - I jumped on it with a simple text to J -- "Would you be mad if we went to Barcelona instead of Seattle?"  Response "Barcelona??  As in Spain?"  and the next thing I knew - We were all paid up to go....

I also kinda did the same thing to J a couple of years back....it was J's first cruise and I told him we were going to Alaska....he was all set on it....and then after a couple of months I told him we were "actually" going to Mexico....by the time I told him, it was too late for him to back out (muwahahaha)....so I still owe him a cruise to Alaska....

Anyway....we just got back from Schlotsky's -- I've been craving cinnamon rolls for a while so he took me there to get Cinnabon....really good....

J spoils me....

I get him a trip to Europe....he buys me Cinnabon....lol

He actually does sooo much more for me and I couldn't be happier :)