September 03, 2005

weekend woes

so i'm at work right now at AAA....and calls are REEEALLY slow....so i figured i would write a bit in my blog.....

last week saturday i went to my company party......which was pretty cool.....not much to talk about.....except for the fact that it was at a park......so during the evening, bees and hornets were everywhere......and people spent their time trying not to get stung.....and then in the evening.....the squitos came out.....and i got bit like no other.....i've got itchy squito bites all over my legs, feet and arms.....arg.....

then afterward.....i was invited to a birthday party at a bar......my friend who invited me said it was kind of a dive.....but it was alright......it was a hick bar (no offense to the readers)......jam packed with cowboy hats and tight pants with big buckles......when i first came in and got with my friend.....the first thing i said to her was "hmm, i've never been here (looking towards the country band on stage) and now i know why".......hehe......i mean it was alright......but i wasn't having a blast.....the service sucked......and people were starin cos i was the only polynesian in there......

i met some of my friend's friends......and they were cool as hell......one of her friends was a huge guy named cody who was wearing a shirt that said "i may be fat (then had picture of a buddah) but my cock is HUGE"......i was giggling everytime he walked by and i saw his shirt......i even asked if i could take a pic of it......he was really cool.....my friend.....who's really pretty kept having guys hit on her......making me feel kinda "in-the-way" and small......sure they saw me sitting next to her and they would talk to the both of us......and after they would compliment and tell her how beautiful she was......they would look and me and say "yeah, you're beautiful too, but she's gorgeous"......after hearing that......i was like......"gee thanks".......and rolled my eyes......

after closing.....i stayed with my friend and met all her other friends.....they were very cool.....very nice.....and even though they were drunk......they seemed okay......there was talk on what they were going to be doing afterward......going to go eat or go hot tubing......and after the conversation spilled out in the parking lot because it was 2am and the bartenders were kicking us out......they decided to go hot tubing......the guy with the buddah shirt grabbed my hand and politely asked me if i wanted to go sit in the hot tub......i politely declined since my friend (felling sick all day decided to call it a night)......and after talking to the guys a little bit longer......i decided to head out for home myself......

now this past weekend......i finally got approved to go on a vacay with erin......since i didn't go with doug.....since he ditched me......i decided to go with erin.......so on friday i texted david to inquire on when i would be getting my money he owes me.......and he called me back......the conversation lasted (looking on the timer on my phone) for 3 hours 42 minutes 18 seconds.....i couldn't believe it......i was just laying in bed......talking away and laughing and all that.......the conversation didn't even seem that long......we also talked about how good things were between us.....and if we hadn't broken up, when we did......i don't think we could have remained this close......and he agreed......i also FINALLY cried about doug......the past weeks when i realized that doug wasn't going to show up......i REFUSED to cry......*I REFUSED!!*......it was my fault i was stupid enough to believe him......and i REFUSED to cry about it.....even though i was close to tears at work......or just laying in bed at night thinking about how stupid i was......i still refused......it wasn't until i talked to david......and told him how i was really feeling.......inside......all the thoughts......and hopes......did i start to cry......i cried and cried......telling him that i was hoping that something good would finally happen for me......and what not.......and it just didn't happen......i even told him about Fil calling and wanting to get back together.......and david was all like "when will he figure out he has no chance???".......i thought about how much david DID NOT like Fil.....not just cos Fil was an ex.....but because david is a friend......and he knows the whole story of what Fil did to me......

i even read some of "life's worth" to david......and he got really upset when i read him the part about me dying and nobody caring......to the point i started crying again......he made it VERY clear that people would care......i told him it would just be my brothers who would care......and he said no.....a lot of people would......and i just simply told him that when you don't hear the words very often......you tend to forget......i mean i KNOW my brothers love me......they never tell me they do unless they want something......but i KNOW from their actions......and they are the only ones that are constant in showing me they love me......and i'm always showing them that i love them too......we have that brother/sister bond that you don't see very often......

anyway.....after noticing how long i've been on the phone with david......i decided to let him get some sleep.....i mean......i was past 1am.....and he had called me on the way home from work.....and as i was saying good night to him.....bryan chimed in on the other line......i quickly said bye to david.....and picked up bryan's call......and the first thing i hear is....."wake uuuUUUUpppp".......and i told him i was already awake and just got off the phone with david......and then he called me a liar.......it was then i realized that bryan was drunk calling me......*sigh*......when bryan drunk calls me.......the conversation is nothing.......there really IS no conversation......and right after i realized he was drunk......the bastard starting singing......i tried interrupting him.....asking if he called just to sing to me......and he just started singing louder......i sighed once again......and figured it was going to be a long night.......

after bryan was singing......he started asking me about girls......and his girl situations......how he can NEVER find a girl who was hot AND smart......if they were hot......they were dumb as fuck.....if they were smart.....they looked nasty......then he realized there was two girls who fit his description of "the perfect girl".....but one of them didn't want to be with bryan cos bryan reminded her of her brother......and the other girl wasn't quite legal yet......lol

then after talking about girls.......and singing in between the stories........byran starts quoting "the princess bride".......OH.....MY......GAWD.......are you kidding me????.......he starting quoting the separate scenes.......and what not......and by now i was getting really tired.......so i started to politely get bryan off my phone.....but he kept on talking......and doing the different scenes from "the princess bride"......and after each scene......and would say okay time to sleep......and then he would start another scene.......i was starting to fall asleep......and then finally (checking the timer on my phone) after 53 minutes 52 seconds i got bryan off my phone.......it was almost 2am.....and i had work in the morning......

which happens to be today and where i'm at.......and that's how i spent my weekends.......last week getting eaten by squitos and going to a hick bar......and this weekend......talking on the phone for nearly 4 hours.......yeah.....my life is good......lol......