Ugh Blogger!!!! *raises fist in the air*

so this whole day was spent trying to figure out "what da hell did i push??" on blogger to totally transform my blog to what it looks like today....for almost 8 years i've had my blog and specifically WROTE the format it was in to make it my own....and stupidly i clicked on something on blogger to totally wipe out everything i had done to make my blog something i worked hard to differentiate from other blogs....

yeah, i know i used a stock photo...and what not....it wasn't the "prettiest" blog...but it was mine....

and now i have some "stock" looking blog that everyone else has which really makes me mad....

i wanna be different damnit!!!

i always have been....

i know when i was younger, i never embraced my uniqueness....but now....i love being different....so much so that i will go against the grain as much as i can....to a point of course....

and now i usually say whatever is on my mind....especially around J....and he loves it, cos the stuff i say....is pretty damn hilarious....

so this "stock" blog is not going to stick that long....i will have to figure out how to tweak html again....cos...it's been about 8 years since i've done that stuff....maybe it'll be easier this time around....

anyway....yeah....back to the grind....