December 18, 2006

demons in my head....

every night the demons in my head keep telling me to slit my wrists....and just die....

no one loves me....and it will be better for everyone if i not be here....

i lay in bed, unable to sleep, and have the demons plant seeds of doubt.....

doubting my birth.....doubting my life.....doubting my existence....

they tell me that i'm fat.....and i'm stupid.....and that i'm ugly.....

and no one would care if i died.....no one cares if i live.....

everyone just wants money.....

and when i don't have it.....i'm invisible.....

i feel so very alone.....

like i'm the only one who feels this way.....

and i have no one to turn to....

no one to talk to.....or love.....or love me in return.....

everyone around me has someone.....

and there's no one for me....

every night i'm scared to sleep....

because the demons come.....

and i don't know how long i can fight them.....

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