what signs of affection show he?.....*sigh*

so sue me.....i've become a myspace stalker.....but it isn't what you think.....i wasn't looking for this.....it just came to be.....

so you remember my previous post????.....about a certain someone not leaving me messages or comments.....and how he has ALLL the time in the world for everyone else but me????.....

well here's proof.....he wrote this comment on someone's profile.....

9/28/2006 11:13 AM

What up girl? hows it going?? got a new ride? word thats hot...everyone is cool at the store...just wanted to show some love

and look at the date.....a DAY after i visited him......

now don't get me wrong.....it's not who he wrote the comment for or whatever.....i don't care about that.....(that's why i did not provide this person's link for anonymity purposes, i don’t care about her)......it’s the FACT that he doesn’t care about how *I* feel about comments.....

he doesn’t care that this kinda stuff is important to ME.....he doesn’t care that i’ve been asking for THIS TYPE OF ATTENTION for months......and the FACT that he would just flat out lie to me about not being the type of person who didn’t write comments to people, when in fact i just found one.....

WHY won't he write me????......just a little something.......anything......it would make me so happy......doesn't he want me to be happy????.......

WHY am i not important enough to warrent this type of time and attention???......

what bothers me the most about this......is that i told him i would drop it......but i can't......now that i know for a FACT that he writes people comments......WHY are they more important than me????......

now again.....i’m NOT LOOKING for these comments......i just happen to be reading what people wrote about him......and i would get curious about them and check out their profile......and this is what i found.......

i don’t know what to do......

P.S. i still have to blog

about the New York trip.....

soon to follow.....