the dentist....and "the voice"

today i found a dentist i'm not scared of.....which i'm sooooo freaking relieved about......it was sad.....i was soooo scared i wanted to cry......SERIOUSLY......i was getting teary eyed and the dentist told his assistant to give me "don't-give-a-damn gas"........YEAH i'm THAT scared of dentists......

his office is like from the 70's......and he and his assistant like to joke around a bit to give patients a laugh......ease them a bit......and then he winked at me and told me i was going to be okay.....he numbed me REAL good with novacain and gave me the gas and i was good.....didn't feel a thing.....he told me if i did feel anything......to "not bare it, i order novacain by the buckets and if i have to give you a bucket, i will".......he was soooo great.....i'm proud of myself for going.....and i actually can't wait until i go again......

and then afterward.....i went to best buy.....i figured i'm going to be late for work....might as well stop and do a errand......and i looked completely gross.....glasses.....baggy jeans.....i'm slobberin down the corner of my mouth cos my lips, chin AND tongue were still HELLA numb.....and some guy starts hitting on me......asking me questions and trying to get to know me.....yada yada yada.....and then he asked for my phone number......i was like HUH???.....i can barely talk.....i look absolutely horrid and you want my number???.....*wipes drool from her chin*......it was cool.....he was cute too.....damn i should have asked if he had a myspace......lol

i told cory......that some guy hit on me at best buy......and i told cory that i didn't know what to say when eric (best buy guy) asked me if i was single.....because technically i am.....cos i'm not with him "yet"......but i'm not really single, cos i'm talking to him......cory told me that i was thinking too much.....i asked him what he says.....and he says he's not single that he's "talking to someone"......which i thought was a good enough answer......

the only thing about "best buy guy" that i really wanted to ask was "so whatch doing at best buy in the middle of the day???....shouldn't you be at work???"......but i didn't.....lol.....it just felt good that someone was attracted to me even though i look really really bad and not attractive at all......

and cory.....that guy is great.....yesterday i had the day from hell.....everyone at work had "the day from hell" yesterday.....and cory knew it cos he talks to me a bit at work on MSN......so when i got home.....he called me and read me bjork lyrics (yeah....i said BJORK.....a straight BLACK guy from new york who loves bjork - go figure)......it was like he was reading me poetry to calm me and relax me......it was great.......just listening to his voice......and closing me eyes to see the words come to life in my head......it was blissful......just to hear the voice of the person you care about is very theraputic.....and to hear the voice read to you......oh my gosh......i couldn't ask for any better medice to help relieve tension of the day.......

he's soooo freaking cute......