they don't have "amazon" sizes....

so it's been a while since i wrote....i know.....been busy.....as always.....

decided to write now because i've been overwhelmed with stress.....so bad that it's affecting my cycle.....if it doesn't get better, i'm going to have to see my doctor.....it sucks big time.....because i'm getting weaker and tired more.....my brain still wants to "go go go".....but my body is saying "no no no"......last time i was like this.....back in oct 2002.....i was crying uncontrollably, stressed cos of work and school and i just started to eat meat again.....this time around.....the crying hasn't started (yet)....but the stress is really getting to me with changes in my job.....henry getting married.....phill being a jerk.....that kinda thing......

oh yeah.....it's official......i got the promotion.....i was really really excited cos i got a really good raise.....but then out of the blue......i had all these problems come up with my packages.....people saying they can't get a hold of me.....or people getting stranded somewhere.....or people complaining about company procedures that they feel they shouldn't be affected by.....it's just been really stressful getting all my clients taken care of, getting all the problems fixed, and clients who have come to think that THEY are the only ones i help and HAVE NOT been patient at all.....really pisses me off.....

i don't know if i can do this....clients have really been buggin me.....even the most stupidest clients get on my nervs......like one today......everything i did was "too expensive"......she wanted "crown plaza" accommodations at "motel 6" rates......she wanted "limo transportation" at "public transportation" rates.....she wanted "first class tickets" at "freight" rates......i got SOOOO fucking agitated with her......and every price i gave her was "too expensive"......she did her research online and i was coming in a little bit under her quote and again it was "too expensive"......she asked me WHY the prices are so high.....

well.....

1-you're booking for the 4th of july holiday.....you are going to pay holiday rates
2-you wanna fly from san jose to newport news to savanna and then back to san jose.....you're not flying direct, you're not flying to bigger airports and you'll be making stops at a major hub therefore increasing your airport taxes and fuel surcharges
3-you're booking now.....you should have booked this months ago when gas prices were not high, there was more availability for the hotel and there was more availability for the air......

and AGAIN she asks......"so why is it more expensive?"

grrrr.....i'm just glad her phone cut out and we got disconnected......and you can check the tape on that one......i DID not hang up on her.....even though i wanted to so badly because she irratated the shit out of me......

anyway.....this past memorial day weekend......i went to wendover with delise and amanda......it was great......i've never laughed so much in my entire life on the drive out there......we played at 3 casinos......i did pretty good......i used the same $20 in every casino......i love playing blackjack......delise and amanda however played roulette.....and didn't do as well as me......in fact amanda had to hit the ATM.....i left wendover up $5.50.....yay!!!!.....lol

i also took the time since the last actual post i made to watch some movies-
The Da Vinci Code - it was alright.....i'll probably see it again on DVD when they have the special features and stuff.....
See No Evil - that was alright.....disgusting.....gory.....horrifiying in a way.....predicable.....but still entertaining.....
X-Men III - this was alright too.....i mean i didn't like the way things turned out......killing off some to the characters or ablities saddened me......aburupt closure.....wasn't ready for it....
An American Haunting - now THIS movie was wierd.....didn't really understand it......who was the troubled spirit???.....the girl's???.....why would the girl's spirit beat her up???.....i think i need to watch this again on DVD.....to try an understand it.....i mean i got the jist of it.....but didn't understand it.....

and bryan wrote "everyone" again today......it was a novel.....talking more about food and things around there......i just hope his check doesn't bounce when i go to deposit it tomorrow.....that's paying for vegas......

and i just found out my runescape account also got hacked.....i was pissed......all my valuables.....GONE.....all my coal.....rune.....talismans.....tiaras.....money......armour......GONE......and i can't get them back......grrrr

the only thing that made me NOT so mad......was thinking about a certain someone i met on myspace......his name is cory.....27.....pisces......and we've been talking on the phone and through IM......and i'm blown away......he's so great....he's thoughtful......respectful......and a gentleman......he's also smart.....AND we have a lot of common interests......he makes me laugh and feel good......he even makes me blush......and he seems to understand the way i am......and doesn't seem to mind my little quirks......

he's not bad looking either......(and yes, i've seen him on the cam and no he was not naked)......and i love his voice.....it's not too deep or high.....and his accent is really sexy.....i love the way he talks to me.....and how he likes to consider how i would feel about certain things.....and he's honest with me......i especially like it when he calls me "hon" or "sweetie"......

what *I* don't like about him.....is that i've left him a couple of comments.....a couple of photo comments and wrote him two mushy messages.....and he hasn't returned any of them.....*scowls*.....he needs to remedy that......and another thing i don't like is that he lives in freakin new york.....grrrr.....why does he have to live sooooo far away????......*raises her fist towards the heavens, cursing them under her breath*......arg......the powers that be have a SICK sense of humor.....bastards......

anyway.....he's the one that has been keeping me happy right now.....and i know......i know......i need to be careful......we don't need another "doug" or "luis"......*gumbles - jerks*......and i'm being cautious.....trying not to let myself fall to fast or too hard......but damn.....it's difficult when he's so frickin adorable......

and yeah.....so delise has been saying that i remind her of a Amazon....or a Warrior Princess because i'm freakishly tall.....(5'11" for those who were wondering).....she even mentioned to today that i "towered" the UPS guy like an Amazon....lol....

and we were talking and laughing about it the other day.....i can just see myself going into a store and asking for "amazon size" or "warrior princess" size....i would think it's much nicer than asking for "plus size" or "women sizes".....besides....."warrior princess" sizing sounds much more appealing than "2x"....hehe

well last night after talking cory......i decided to go and walk around wal-mart......being 1am.....it was the only thing really that close to me that was still open......i decided to buy me some shoes.....i went to the girls section.....and they had sandals in my size but they were uncomfortable.....and they had shoes in my size....but they were all heels.....LIKE I NEED TO GET ANY MORE TALLER!!!!.....grrrr.....i'm already freakishly tall.....i don't need to be gi-normous with heels on and THIS is normal at any shoe store......

anyway i go to the guys section and find some cool sandals.....that look unisex.....and they are soo comfortable.....so i buy them.....

i show up at work today.....and show delise.....she thinks my sandals are really cute....and i tell her they boy sandals because they didn't have anything in "amazon".....

so i've decided to invent "amazon/warrior princess" sizes.....

j/k

well.....i'm freakin tired......and it's only 12:41am.....i'm used to staying up until 3am.....but my body is just not letting me......and i really don't wanna go to the doctor.....i hate doctors......*sigh*

i'll try to write more soon