I've lost my motivation

i feel like crap
i don't know what's wrong
i just want to lock myself up in my room
away from the faces who taunt me
for nothing i do is good enough

my smile is fake
my laugh is hollow
my wants are unimportant
the fates are against me

why am i like this?
why do i let the little things get to me,
making me hate my life?

i have a good job
i have friends and family
i have shelter and food
but i am sad
i am angry
and i don't know why

i feel down
i just want to hide
and cry
and sleep
i am not happy
and i do not know what will make me happy

i've lost my motivation
for life
i've lost my passion
for life
only a shell remains