i know.....i know.....

it's been for-F-R-E-A-K-I-N-ever since i wrote last...

been hella busy with everything....

lets see......what's new with me???

well since i last wrote.....

i went to a gay club......literally.....it was a GAY bar/club.....it was alright i guess......really wild.....didn't know there were THAT many gay guys in salt lake......i went with my friend keith.....who is gay.....and it was different.....NOT what i expected......i mean i walked into the girls bathroom.....and there were guys in there doing their makeup......yeah......*nodding*......never seen THAT before......also keith's friend jesse was there with us......now THAT guy is wild.....it was really wierd cos i was borderline violated on the dance floor by this guy......i mean we were dancing and he BIT my nipple......seriously.....then he stuck his hand in my shirt and grabbed my nipple......i was like "um keith, can't you get your friend off of me???"......i mean.....i didn't make a big deal about it......it's just no one has EVER done that to me on the dance floor......much less a GAY guy......AND he also picked me up......now i'm not the smallest girl in the world.....but this little asian guy.....PICKED me up....off the damn floor......i was hella shocked that he could do that......couldn't believe it......so other than that incident, and another that i won't mention cos it's a little vulgar......it was okay......the whole scene though was interesting.....guys makin out with other guys.....guys with their shirts off and butt cracks showing.....(i guess butt cracks is the GAY man's "cleavage").....and some of those gay guys were effin hot too.......i most likely won't go again......especially if that guy jesse goes......just cos he made it uncomfortable to a certain point......hehe.....and ya know what????......i even saw some guys there from high school......they asked what i was doing there and i told them i was there with a friend......and i told them that i wasn't turning lesbian or anything......cos i am "strickly dickly".......and the guys from high school were like......"honey, all the guys here are too".......lol.....

then my car broke down......pissed the hell out of me......it totally sucked......one of my pullies for my power steering eroded away......so i had to get a new one......AND my timing belt was cracked......now my mechanic has been telling me for A WHOLE YEAR to get my timing belt replaced......and i kept putting it off......so when the power steering thingy broke.....he wanted to change the belt cos it would save me $150 in labor costs......so i said....."okay"......i was pissed when the bill came up to $526!!!!!......FUCK ME.....i discouragely paid the bill to get my car out of the shop......and now i'm SOOOOO scrouging for money til pay day on friday......i hate not having a credit card.....had to take the money out of my savings......grrrrrr......so that really sucked......

the twins turned 21!!!!!......i couldn't believe my younger brothers are now offically adults......and what does their older sister do????......take them to a bar of course......hehe.....well.....my cousins were playing at URBAN LOUNGE......and my brothers have never seen them play cos they were always too young......and they had a blast......the music was good......and this was my cousins' old band called DAVERSE......they always know how to get the bar up and dancing.......AND phil got free drinks all nite.....and henry.....well he and i don't drink......(well, not as much as Phil....lol.....since i was driving i drank a lot of pepsi) it was great......especially with my other cousins there......and some of the twins friends......

then the twins party extended into the weekend.....and i took them to another bar called EGO's......my cousins' newer band NATURAL ROOTZ were playing there......and again......the twins had a blast......there were more people......more cousins......which meant more drinks for phil......phil is more of a beer drinker......and me and henry are soooooo NOT beer drinkers......i hate beer......anyway.......the twins had a lot of fun seeing......and this was their first time seeing NATURAL ROOTZ......it was really cool......

then i had THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE......the YELLOWCARD concert......and oh.....my.....gawd......was that the best concert EVER......i ended up going by myself......even though i had TWO tickets.....but last minute my cousin who i was supposed to go with me backed out.......

.................of course more to come!!!!!!...........i'm sleepy.........