my comment on homer's blog

so i was doing the whole...."next blog" thing again.....shutup.....i know it's a friday night....but i work in the morning so i can't really go out....

anyway, i came across a blog of a member who *i guess* is living in idaho.....

and when i say "member".....i mean a member of THE CHURCH OF JESUS CHRIST OF LATTER-DAY SAINTS......or in layman's terms a "mormon"......

and yes.....i must confess......i'm not perfect......people would refer to me as "jack mormon" or something to that effect.....(sky knows my demons.....lol.....i think she even took pictures of my demons.....lol.....i'll never forget that party eh, sky???).....*ahem - trying to compose herself*......i'm more of a believer, not so much a follower.....and i consider myself more spiritual than religious......

anyway......something that i read in homer's blog.....(i think his name is ryan, i dunno, just started reading it today).....made me wanna write this comment:

you don't know me...i was just passing through...and saw your blog...and found it interesting...
anyway...if you click on my name, you'll find that i live in salt lake...and i'll give you three guesses to what religion i belong to...
BUT...i do have to confess that i'm not the *best* member in the world...i'm more of a believer but not a follower...
ANYWAY...out of all the posts you've wrote that i've read so far...i was compelled to throw in my two cents on this one...
you stated that "God put us on the earth for a reason"...and then go onto say that you were a mistake, that you were never meant to be born...
i know there are times where i feel like i don't belong...like maybe i was put with the wrong family or something...like i don't fit...but if you go back to your statement...that god put us on the earth for a reason...then honey, you were met to be born...
i feel that sometimes i should have never been born...and i wonder how the world would be if i was never born...i mean, really, how can one person's life change the world???
and i remember, it's not one life changing the world...it's one life changing anothers...
my faith might have faltered a little bit...but i still remember what church was like...and the lessons that were taught...
i don't pray much either...but i know i should...
and dammit...this has turned into more of a blog than a comment...so i'll stop now...before i go into baring my testimony or something like that :)
sorry so long...
warm regards,
ro

i really wanted to write more in the comments, but it was getting too long......

i have a tendancy to switch from one thought to another......and sometimes i don't make sense......so i was trying not to sound crazy on his comment......you know.....first impressions......but i felt like i didn't get everything out that i wanted to say......

but i guess i have to finish that thought later because i need to get to bed.......i freaking hate working in the morning......

i'll come back and finish this thought.......i promise......

really.....

i'll come back and finish.......lol