well.....

on tuesday night, bryan called......he sounded sooooo much better......probably only coughed once while i was talking to him.....and we talked for almost two hours about nothing......he was bored so he went for a drive.....which i guess caused him to get even more bored so he called me.....surprised the hell out of me too cos it was 9:20p my time, making it 11:20p his time.....

he assured me that he's gonna make it next week for our trip if nothing else comes up *knock on wood*.....but i'm still not getting my hopes up.....that way if he doesn't show up......i won't be extremely disappointed *again*......and if he does show up......YAY!!!!!......

i think that was one of the longest conversations i've had with him.....i mean we've had a lot of long phone calls because sometimes he calls me while he's playing his play station and all i hear is him yelling at the tv.......but this is probably the longest conversation.....i think the only other long conversation we had was when he was telling me about a kitten he found or when he was working at lens crafters or when he was talking about living all over the place......obviously you can tell HE does all the talking......and i listen.....which i don't mind cos i really have nothing to say.....i don't have wild stories or exciting experiences to talk about like other people do......so i let others do the talking......but the difference when talking to bryan is that WHEN i do have something to say, he listens......

my brothers find it sooooo funny when people call me and they listen to my conversations which usually go like this:

hello?
hey how's it going?
good, yeah i'm doing good, so what's up?
uh-huh
(long pause)
uh-huh
(very long pause)
(giggle)
uh-huh
(very very very long pause, with a couple of giggles)
wow, are you serious?
(very long pause, more giggles)
uh-huh
(very very long pause)
oh, alright then, i'll talk to you later.....bye

sometimes my brothers have to ask if i'm really "talking" to someone......or when i do say something, they think i'm talking to them instead of "talking" to the person who called.....or they ask if i'm on hold or something and i have to shake my head "no"......lol.....

my remedy for not having much to say to anyone is giggling......and people love with i giggle......so that's what i do......i remember bryan was talking about this kitten he found on his front step and he was gone telling me the funniest stories about that stupid kitten that i was beyond giggling......he cracked me up so bad i think i snorted a couple of times when i was laughing......and that's what i like to do.....i like to laugh and giggle......it's my "thing".....hehe