Random Snippets of Lonely

leave me
to my solitude
my darkness
my night
leave me be
don't touch me
don't feel me
leave me to this cold space
where time stops
leave me lost
don't find me
don't look
away from the eyes
i hide in the dark
leave me here
don't save me
no one understands
the way i feel
they don't know
what thoughts go through my mind
no one can feel
this way i feel
they are not me
how can they feel
feel this desire
this reach
the want
how can they feel this
they can't
desperation
to be someone else
something else
leave this world
live another life
unworthy
not good enough
no one cares
because no one knows
this pain
this needing
to be more
but not being able
to achieve it
just out of reach
out of touch
out of myself





just leave me here
turn and walk away
leave me in my solitude
leave me alone
just go
it hurts me so
to see you leave
so do it quickly
go now before my tear
leaves my eye
and run down my cheek
and hit the ground
don't look back
i don't want you to see me die